Valuable mistake

Was that a joke, i believe i am. Pretty has not been in sight for awhile. understand the reason though the best mistake was not to see through the lie.
Found in a place none could visit at day, found in a mood which is new least to say, found in a manner of fresh just like pain. Walking down mountains seems easier today.
Imaginary bullets can't hear what i say, for i am the bullet beating. Mistaken for a crime, my love is divine.